do not interact
minors, anti-shippers, homophobes, transphobes, racists, radfems, pedos, zoos, people who support problematic stuff in real life (I block people who fit my DNI on sight) (seriously PLEASE don't follow me if you're a minor my works are not for you)
content warnings
mainly NSFW, dub-con and toxic relationships; I like a bunch of fucked up shit in fiction but I mostly only read it from time to time so I probably won't write or post about those (will use TWs if I ever do)
ships

preferences
- I like switching in a lot of my ships, especially ruitsukarui, and usually don't have a strong preference in those
- my only fixed ships are akikasa, toyakasa, my straight ships (mizurui, mizukasa, emurui, anrui) and any ships with Emu (she's a fixed top for me)
- I like Rui and Tsukasa on bottom with literally anyone lmao (mobrui/mobkasa is good too)
- my only romantic ships with Rui and Tsukasa are with each other and Mizuki, other ships with them are either strictly sexual and/or platonic (for emurui specifically I also ship them queerplatonically)
- I ship all the "standard" ships (emunene, toaki, etc.) so even if they're not in my list I might include them as side ships or just reference them in my fics (especially those two)
- I am very bottom biased lmao, I can simp for women on top but it's hard for me to care a lot about men as tops; still I do my best to write bottoms simping for their tops in BL ships because I think that's hot so it works as motivation

favorite ships

other ships

I'm Nox, or Night, and I write ruitsukarui ficsshe/he | 25 yo | non-binary | aro gray-ace lesbian

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before you follow
I'm into problematic stuff in fiction (no I don't like what I like in fiction in real life, I'm not even attracted to men in real life and all I do is read BL); I'm not comfortable with fem terms, I use mostly she/her but only masc or neutral terms; I have severe social anxiety so I'm really socially awkward, and I often either talk too much or not at all; I'm really bad at real-time communication since I need a lot of time to come up with words, so I might take long to reply because of that; I'm autistic and have a REALLY hard time talking about anything but hyperfixations; I censor words a lot to avoid showing up on the tag search; sometimes I turn off replies either because my social energy is too low or when it's a vent post, please don't QRT when I do this; I vanish for a while from time to time, either from lack of social energy or because I can't fucking stop writing; follow requests okay when locked, but please have your age in your bio or I most likely won't accept
favorite characters

faves I would die for

other faves

likes
Project SEKAI, BL, vocaloid, writing and reading fanfics instead of catching up to prsk lore
dislikes
arguing (social anxiety won't let me so I just block), people who don't respect hcs, people who force hcs on others, sexual rpf, ship discourse
squicks/landmines*
pregnancy-related stuff (forced impregnation, pregnancy and oviposition in particular make me very uncomfortable; breeding kink is usually okay if it's mild), stomach bulge in art (if it's mild it's okay; in writing it's usually fine). I don't block people over fictional tastes, but I probably won't follow an acc that has a lot of my squicks/dislikes, especially if they're untagged

*other dislikes in fiction (not squicks!)
- I usually dislike seeing men topping women (if it's incest it's usually ok for some reason I don't really understand lmao I think it activates my freak brain)
- I won't say I *dislike* it, but I'm not usually into NSFW of Emu // update: I realized I just see Emu as a fixed top LMAO
- my NOTPs are ruinene, tsukaemu and akikoha (no hate though, and I have the tags muted so I usually don't see RTs) (I'm okay with the reverse dynamics in NSFW though because I like when women top men even in my NOTPs lmao)

Lastly, if you see me on ENsekai (I'm Fujodanshi Rui) and I don't reply to your stamps/coop requests, please don't hate me, I am just one slow and shy mf please don't hate me please please ple

(I also now developed a bad habit of not looking at the screen until the song starts...
This is what playing in every event for 4 years does to you)